I’m always at conflict with reality and always question whether it is the problem in me or others who blame me for my utter stupidity and lack of insight. I know I’m not a saint, but at the same time I feel I should stand up and fight for what I believe in. I may not be perfect, but it is my responsibility to at least reveal what is right and wrong. I may be disconnected with the mainstream, but I’m a realist and that seems to be the crux of the problem. I’m a contrarian with a thought process that always contradicts the mainstream thinking. Am I to be blamed for how I think? I’m not a preacher or a philosophist, but deep within I feel there has to be change – change in fundamentally how we think and evaluate our decisions – basic perception towards others. We always seem to overlook the interests of largesse and confide in what we think is suited for our own selfish interests. I may be faulted, but let us leave it to destiny to see who is right… As always I’ll stand up to what I believe and let us stand the testimony of time…